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I am fading

My fading love

My fading dreams

How do I

Live without thee

I am lost

My heart

Is broke

I can’t see the future

I am blind

I can see

Only the misery

That you’ve left behind

What you’ve done to me

I am but a shell

Of

My former self

I am a tragedy

Oh woe is me

O woe is me

O woe is me

Oh woe is this tragedy

My love is gone

I chant my sobs

Through the years

Can I be free?

Can someone free me?

I need you now

If you can

I need the light

I need a hand

I am falling

In misery

Drowning in

Sorrow

Please

Hold my hand

Take me into the shining land

Make my heart find

Peace again

I need to be released and then

I can be

Full of life

This poem came to mind when I was listening to an instrumental piece by Brad Fiedel called “Spying” it came from my favorite movie soundtrack “Fright Night” the original movie.  The poem may not make too much sense in the style it is written, but I hope the words are profound.

 

 

your love was just lust

If a broken heart you’ve suffered do not hate your ex

For if you do hate them, your life will be vexed

For you never loved them, see

Because of how you feel now

You should be happy that they know, the boat they want to sail

That is true love, see

They’ve set you free to find someone more worthy of you and you of him

If you hate them, you never loved them

They were just a passing whim

A toy you weren’t ready to displace

This made you feel disgraced

So you think your feelings are just

Yet you were only filled with lust

You never loved them, see

You see it now, don’t you?

That particular love was never meant to be…

Daisy Chained part 1

Below is just a little snippet of fiction, this isn’t going to form part of a story or anything, this is just a taster of how my novels are structured, it’s only a few of paragraphs, but it gives you a fair idea.

 

I was waiting for him all night to come home, his evening shift kept us apart but at least it bought food for the table and our children didn’t starve.

It made me edgy every night, thinking of him coming home in the early hours, especially as this isn’t an ideal location, it has its problems as do everywhere, but the crime rate is much higher, I’m sure.

But I shouldn’t allow myself to be influenced by what happened to me last month under the pedestrian subway.

Our lives would have been more difficult if we had stayed on benefits, so I am thankful for this job, maybe soon we can move and get away from the area?

That would be nice, to get away from such haunting memories.  I see it right there, outside my window every day and every night… that subway should be closed off, it’s a gateway to hell I’m certain of it.

Such horrors I’ve experienced there, such demonic possession that takes a hold of people during the nocturnal hours, such a place should be bombed in by the hand of God.

It’s an unholy and unclean place.

A place where syphilis is set free from aching loins to torment unwilling souls with memories that will swell in them for the rest of their life.

That is my fate.

Haiku 4

I am not in favor of execution

I do love my fellow man

I just can’t abide by how they treat this beautiful world, our land

Haiku 3

In simple terms, humans are germs

Destroying a beauteous world

Haiku 2

You are defined by your actions and your words

Will you be your best or be your worst?

Haiku 1

Imagine a world

Filled with rainbows

Where blandness is new

Phoenix revival

My soft feathers wrap me in a warm blanket filled with amity

They keep me warm

Soft silky and alluring

It is true my feathers are my friends and with them I shall fly

Fly to the place where the world never ends, then die

But I shall revive

From death giving ashes I shall thrive

From the coal black soot, I’ll be alive

Once more

As it is said, by folklore

This phoenix shall rise again

My friend

I’ll kill the flies for you

So I am tiny and look at you, a big and hairless mess

I freeze in my corner in fear of you and yet you scream the best

I’m just a spider, leave me be – I’ll kill the flies for you

But you won’t, you’ll just hit me, you humans always do