One cloak to cover the world in night time, one solitary power
That creates all creatures, every plant and every flower
Every wish is his command, every thought and prayer
He loves all his creations, with his heart so full of care
Should we question his existence?
Do we notice his answers?
Can we see around us, the little things that dance in the basking rays of light?
Or are our minds clouded by the cloak of the night?
Some people will say it’s so, to those who don’t believe
But I have felt ignored like a forgotten flowers seed
I don’t know if he exists, his benevolence to me unknown
Sometimes I sit back and think religion I’ve outgrown
I have felt forsaken, by this elusive God
I have never known him; to me he’s just a sod
I feel he’s egotistical gaining praises every day
Sitting smugly on his throne whilst we just fade away
I don’t feel his warmth and love, yet begged for it often
All i needed to reign me in was a little bit of action
A little help here and there to get me away from abuse
But instead I grew to learn that his a god of no use
I’m sorry to offend you, those who do believe
But I have been neglected and that is why I grieve
I cannot show respect for a god who doesn’t care
I can only hate religion because in my life he wasn’t there
So is it my fault if it’s true, that I will go to Hell?
For since I was born I’ve felt from him dispelled.
Oh how preciously you hold him
High in great esteem
Whilst I sit and wait
To wake from this horrid dream
Called life
That ironically rhymes with strife
And that’s my existence too
Filled with violence that’s my review
I cannot surrender to more abuse
So I leave god be
And if he is truly kind
He’ll remember me and see
That when judgment day comes around
I will not go to hell
Because I don’t deserve it
Just release me from his care
And allow me to say farewell
As I become a free spirit
And leave the nightmare
I will wonder the heavens, searching for some love
Hoping to find protection and the peace loving dove
Though I’m not sure where it’ll be
And independence I will want
Away from godly and demonic taunts
Yes, lonely I will be, in the endless universal sea
But I will cope as I’ve always known it
Yes, I will not submit
No longer do I wait
I accept my fate
Truly
Unduly
I
Do
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