I have hit the wall of shame again.
The word count this week is…
4447
The above picture was taken by me and manipulated by me. I took this image around 2yrs ago in the Summer when I went for a walk by the canal near Newbold Quarry, Warwickshire. The daisy like flower was actually growing out of the crack in the wall just like that, sticking out of the wall about 8 inches on a single stalk. It was strange because the whole area had just grass and dock leaves and there was no other little white flowers like this anywhere else!
A huge slump, but then again, this week I have had a hard time with my immunity issues and other medical problems including a huge bout of unexplained depression, usually I can identify what causes the depression but for the past few days I cant.
I only wrote on three days, which were Sunday, Monday and Tuesday.
My body also hasn’t been working properly either, making me feel extra sleepy and my arms aren’t working properly for some reason.
Sorry this is a lazy post because I am so tired still. Sorry if it looks like I really can’t be bothered, I want to be, but I just can’t think at the moment, too drowsy.
I get bouts like this that happen on and off at irregular and without a pattern times and it can last for just a day or several days, I had a bout once that lasted for nearly 4 months, doctors aren’t too helpful in trying to find out what the blazes is wrong with me.
I accidentally posted something that I had second mind to delete too, sorry about that. I didn’t want to post it as it was a first draft and there were certain things I missed out or didn’t explain properly. It was written on a very bad day, I get huge brain fogs and concentration problems where things come out wrong or half formed.
Anyway, hope next week will be different.
Have fun with your writing folks!
P.S I apologise if this is at all incoherent, I am really struggling right now.
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