I’m dead inside
Like a robot I continue
I laugh and I cry, but it’s all a lie for I feel nothing at all inside
I pretend and I do it well
To you it must seem like Hell
But to me it’s a kind of peace
A kind of heaven
A place where my mind can leaven
A warm and quiet place
Where my mind is numb, but only for awhile
Whilst it heals and finds its pace once again
So I can once again smile
And feel it whole and great
Feel the love and elate
Whilst I spread the feeling around me
Covering all that I know
Melting all the hardness
Melting all the numbing snow
And fill the world with my presence
In an everlasting glow!