My eyes are stinging with the breaking of my heart
All joy is vacant here
The shadows are inviting me to a party
But I decline
The light offers me its blessings
But I deny
I am OK in this state
For in this state I am learning
I don’t always know what my lesson is
But to me
To me I will learn in any case
Eventually…
I don’t wallow in self-pity and sadness
To me everything is education
Although I am swallowed up by tears, I feel blessed
I have a blessed life
Things could be much worse than this
Gratitude goes a long way
Even if you don’t enjoy what it is you have
At least things are not worse than this
That is why I am blessed