OK, I am being weird again, sorry guys!
My spirits woke me up today with a huge fright – don’t know why I woke up suddenly but it felt like I was frighten awake by something, like I was dragged awake.
They told me when I was still drowsy in just waking up, that I need to put this message out there into the world.
They told me the person who wants to come into my life is struggling a lot at the moment with family matters and obstacles that are beyond my understanding at this moment in time.
The person is emotionally exhausted trying to balance things and formulate a plan to be in my life.
He feels he needs the support of friends and family in order to have the courage to tell me how they feel about me because he is anxious that he is going to cause a huge upheaval in his life only for me to reject him – I won’t.
Spirits also told me, he is trusting the wrong people, some one is backstabbing him and are not being completely honest to him about things.
He can only trust 2 women and 1 much older man apparently. The woman he has considered as a messenger is good, the older lady who is like a godmother and the older man.
This is very weird and interesting.
I honestly don’t know what I am talking about, but you will, apparently.
My spirits asked me if I am ready for my own life to be turned upside down too and to be taken out of my comfort zone in order to have the best possible relationship I can have for myself – a relationship which I will thrive in all areas of my life and heal from my past?
My answer is… Yes.
Because they’ve shown me the intensity of the love this guy will have about me, how protective they are going to be because they don’t want anybody hurting me anymore and he is going to try damned hard to make sure no one gets near me that way again.
They’ve shown me that I will be in a long-term state of anxiety when I am in his life because I am not used to certain things and they definitely said I would be outside of my comfort zone and potentially could be mingling with people who will be very aggressively judgemental about me – but this guy will soon put a stop to all that!
They say there is a major cultural adjustment too.
What I find weird is the name – it’s a very popular family name and all my spirits have told me is it’s the same as one of my older brothers.
I respect your privacy 100% and I will completely take your lead on matters regarding things.
I won’t reject you, because I never ignore my spirits, they believe you are the best for me – so I am waiting for you to make the first move! Simply because I don’t know who you are, duh!
They told me not to be afraid of your approach as it will be out of the ordinary.
I am terrified, but my spirits have told me that you are right about me… I am the master of adaptability, I have regenerated a lot over the years and overcame massive hurdles, I can do it again – especially with you as my guardian, protector, mentor and life partner.
For some reason it’s important to mention Elvis or connections to Elvis to you as that’s a sign you are waiting for. Coincidentally my aunt told me recently as I am losing weight I am looking a lot like Lisa Marie Presley, but I don’t see it! Was told to mention that.
Also to mention you lost some sleep last night and my hands really are that small.. confusing much… but ok… completely letting things out there I am not happy about – I AM GOING OUT ON A LIMB HERE!
Sorry about shouting that, getting more than a little weirded out by it all.
Also, about the heart chakra… stop that!
Oh my goodness it’s like this blog is becoming a descent into madness journal!
YES I ACCEPT YOU!
YES I AM TERRIFIED!
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT!
BEWARE WHO YOU HAVE AS SO-CALLED HELPERS!
I LOVE YOU YOU NERVOUS UNCERTAIN BEAUTIFUL ENERGY OF A GUY!
Sorry, to shout – but I like, really need a hug and the kind of connection you are going to be to me. I know you are going to be difficult and bossy a little bit initially because you are insecure, I know you think I dawdle and could potentially waste my talent. I know you believe we’ve had a similar path. I know you really need someone who doesn’t shy away from your physical manifestations of love – I know you will always doubt how real all this is. Me too actually. But the spirits say, it’s a life long relationship, that’s meant to happen.
I am not in the habit of telling people they can’t have things, I am easy going, I am playful, I am not afraid to be weird at times. My confidence will grow when I am with you to be the person I was always meant to be, apparantly, I will become more bold and outrageous around you and you likewise in turn.
They say I am going to transform for the better around you and that you will feel like a kid again in every sense of the word – you will feel rejuvenated and healed, because of my strong maternal instinct of nurturing you and giving you the attention you need and deserve.
They say the worse part of the relationship will be my inability to accept how I can be, what goals I reach and what I can have – basically I have a limited resource and attainability mindset which will frustrate you no end. It’s apparantly the biggest battle we’ll have with each other. Me pushing against reaching higher and higher and you trying to make me reach the heights… you know?
Anyway – I kind of think I know what’s going on – but I am also unsure to trust it. Probably my limited mind-set again?
I don’t know why but the spirits show me that when I meet you, my stomach is going to be so upset, lol.
I suffer from nervous stomach and well, just expect to hear wear growls that’s all!
Thanks for reading!
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